These Violent Delights by Micah Nemerever

These Violent Delights is a novel about two college students whose obsessive relationship leads them towards violence. In 1970s Pittsburgh, Paul starts college as a quiet loner, still grieving his father. He meets Julian in his ethics class and they are drawn to each other against the world, but Julian is unpredictable and Paul believes himself never good enough. As they play a game thinking up murder methods and grown increasingly obsessed with each other against their families’ wishes, they end up on a path that seems unable to have a happy ending.

I’ve wanted to read this book for a long time and now it is finally being published in the UK. It didn’t disappoint: it is all-consuming, written in a suitably pretentious way that delves into the depths and details of Paul and Julian, not painting Paul as some victim but as them both as flawed and all too obsessed not only with each other but with their own importance against the rest of the world. The narrative is third person but always follows Paul, which I wouldn’t have expected but actually works well to keep you always looking in on their relationship and not actually being addressed by Paul himself. The story itself is pretty simple, and I liked how this is far more of a character study than any kind of thriller (fittingly similar to The Secret History, which is tricky not to compare this to even though These Violent Delights is much less “dark academia” because their obsession is with each other and not something academic).

Nemerever’s author’s note at the end really sums up this book’s focus on late teenage queer relationships and how the lines between love, obsession, and toxicity can become very blurred, particularly for queer people and for people who have to position their feelings as them against the world (as this book’s characters explicitly do, à la Brideshead). If that’s the sort of book you like, then These Violent Delights is a delightful example of the genre, and for me it was exactly the sort of book I enjoy, focusing properly on the characters and their ideas and relationship.